A Wednesday Examen

blind girl

Glance, and I will escape you.

Look, and I will show you.

Behold, and I will move you.

Observe, and I will educate you.

See, and I will change you.

Changed, you will see me.

A Tuesday Examen

lily pads

 

 

 

 

Scattered across lonely seas

dwell the lilies of desire.

Dotted between the balancing

 

green are other frondish delights 

with fingers extended on palms

upraised, deterred by nothing

 

but the gentle floating away of

newly made ripples, starting

from a center and pushing out

 

to the edges where the shoreline

awaits to receive what waves may come.

They have made big what once

 

was small, white-capped wonder

from still and never-sunken petals.

The end exhumes the beginning

 

but little beginnings brought

such proud endings, humbled

by endless sandy sleep. Here

 

God is waiting.

God is watching.

God is cooking fish. 

waves crashing

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Lily: www.parentdish.com

Crashing waves: www.123rf.com

A Monday Examen

There is no way to distinguish

the place where the radiance of evening

touches the face of God.

Just fingers of grace-soaked light

long, drawling and sure,

that pull at the last, dark places

and weed them out of the heated ground

to die quietly in the burning

breath of love, and then

to live again.

radiance of evening

A Sunday Examen

tree sap

God’s tears like sweet nectar fall

in swollen rivulets down the back of my life.

The words of the day jumbled in

tumbling silence portray what little

is left to say from one with too much to say.

So I do what should be done

at the brink of evening. I draw the shutters

on a well-muscled mouth housing                                                                                                   

too many pointless words and

listen.

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A Saturday Examen

baptismal font

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Let the baptismal waters drown this insubstantial

love and choke the complexities of my lostness.

Cleanse my spiritual palette and don

the insignificance of wayward wants

upon your crested waking.

Splash your drops of salvation, dampened perfection,

on this tired brow, furrowed from wrongdoing

and convince a soul, drawn in ink

of the erasable foes of night.

A Friday Examen

cell 2

Sometimes, on the way into darkness

I stub my toe on the eyelash of God.

Sometimes, forgotten in never-spoken dreams

I hear the hushed and tender tones of

Heaven breathing the un-gated lyrics of eternity.

Sometimes, I even stop to listen.

A Thursday Examen

awakening

Here, the light blows past my eyes

like breezes of sapphired memories

imploding into smallest beauties, personified.

* * *

Here, I escape Neptune’s icy breath

and settle in pillowed wonder

to gaze into the eyes of God.

* * *

Here, the small becomes greater

than the expanse of all

that seeks greatness above all.

* * *

Here, the silence sounds as one

the bells of never-ending music,

symphonic scenes of peaceful song.

* * *

Here, Heaven’s whispers are louder

than the screams of hell.

Among many voices, I hear but one.

* * *

Here, there live the deepest things,

their freshness, drained of dark and ill

point my seeking face toward Another.

* * *

Here, I’ve learned to stay and sing,

to sing the Day of days

when night, abandoned, disappears. 

 

undecided tributaries

 tributarythe salutary rocks push their heads up

to memorize the indecipherable dance

of their watery masseuse

* * *

engaged in the vespers of nowhere

each rippled stone, circled round

submits to the bubbling froth of baptism

 * * *

a gown of green straddles and teases

what cannot stop or even pause

long enough to see the changing garments

* * *

her purse of jewels the bedazzlements

of summer sprawl without shame

their unmirrored nakedness

 * * *

and for all that the river whispers

breathless words from running away

to itself just in time to meet again

* * *

I have seen this parting of ways

waters divided by the tiniest of islands

change a haughty river into

* * *

undecided tributaries

Nothing going somewhere

Eve

Like Eve, she dips her toe in

the puddle of her own thoughts.

There, she sees her feet, a little too clean

to be those of a pilgrim, bent on homecoming.

Still, the muddy entrails of dreams long lost

squish between her hungry toes

with footprints left behind, soggy reminders

of her storied youth, a small but meandering tale

of many pages, yellowed beyond their time.

They add voice and song to silence and struggle

and, where once there was something going nowhere,

now there was nothing going somewhere.

 

Painting: Eve Dipping Her Toes in the Waters of Eden by Marie Wise

 

Daydreams – poetry from the periphery IV

Has been

He was on the football team,

his jersey long retired.

He still parties there

with high school kids

half his age;

time has

run.

 emoticons

Emoticon

A person in a circle,

soul in a smiley face.

What tale does it tell?

Evidences

of something

beyond

it.

 

Cancer

Every time I look away

I see his sunken eyes.

Pallid reminders

of death’s loud voice

and broken

promise:

more.

 

Pulchritude

When we see in pulchritude,

those things that seldom shine;

only then we see

what goodnesses

fill the earth-

 and we

sing.

 cell

Falling in a window

Life is God’s distillation

of Light from dark and light.

When the morning comes

to breathe her life

into me,

I can

fall.

Pictures: www.scotconway.com & www.123rf.com, respectively